Dear Diary,

I can't stop thinking of her.

Please God, please give me the strength to carry on with my life and show me the path to what is the best for me. Amin.

Here I am again, sitting by the window, with coffee and some smoke to pass the time away.

No words can dictate what I am feeling right now, as I stare into the open field.
No words have ever escape my vocal cords to say, what I was meaning to say.

I don't have the heart to say it all.

Even though I love you with all my heart.

I just can't say it. To you.

Coz my heart is binded by common sense.